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While waiting my dad, I just stare and wondering to the sky..somehow I feel awkward and realize something…

This year really my worse ever… which so many troubles and problems comes to me…

Start from.. ( january - june )
lost my handphone.
Broken ipod ( I don’t know why it can broken! ).
Fighting with my mom.
Feeling awkward with my ‘old friends’.
Awkward with my ‘jobs’ ( at office and church )
Broken External HardDisk ( I lost all my works, movies, games, songs,… *sigh )
Fighting with my little bro
And… another problems and awkward with my ‘family’…

Y… its really look like I ruining all my relationship with all important peoples around me..

*sigh

Maybe cause I’m too straight-forward to talk and at the end.. I more use some harsh words even what I said was the facts…

and… I makes another mistakes….again… again.. and again…

I lost my best friends… again…

*sigh

I just wonder.. its still contionue? What am I will lost for tomorrow? Why I don’t lost my life than having ad face all this problems?

*sigh

Ah… sorry with this and just forget it if you read this notes… I just wanna release my stress by writing…

Thanks if you reading this…