First, I post this because I only want to release my anger.. I don't mean to get any special attention or become a 'dramaqueen' one. If my posting bothering you, just unfriend / even block this account.
*sigh
Again.. again... again..
what i did ( right now ) only hear from my room... but... every words from that 'B**' really make me angry and want to release my punch at her face.
Some question really I want to give to that woman..
- why you NEVER OPEN YOUR EYES and LEARN with everything around you?!
- when you will STOP ur DRAMAQUEEN, huh! so DISGUSTING!
- the simple one.. WHY YOU GETTING MARRIED THEN?!
Again.. always..
I really HATE you and WANT TO KILL YOU, F!M*M! of course.. I WILL NOT do that! because I DON'T WANT TO MAKE MY HAND DIRTY WITH HER BLOOD.
Just PREPARE ur SELF! One Day I WILL GET OUT and FORGET all about you!! YUP!! I will proud if one day I meet you and say.. "My M*M already DIED a LONG LONG TIME AGO!"
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Maybe the title and the 'story' I wrote really different.. Everything I wrote before were from the bottom of my mind and heart.
In short words, I really hate my Mom ( and my dad ) since I still young.
Recently, I like to watch some Full!CrimeCase in America by YouTube. From some case I watch; an old man / an old lady / teen!boy / teen!girl, they became a killer because of their stress and hatred.
But, it can be possible they become a victim too because of another's hatred.
But, it can be possible they become a victim too because of another's hatred.
Do you ever hear about 'Michelle Knight' ? She was one of victim from a case '3 girls who kidnapped for 11 years'.
I won't discuss about this crime story.. But what I learn was from her share. She said she didn't want to meet her mother when another victim more like to meet their friends and family. A simple reasons.. She still feel bad with her mother. Her hatred to her mom still in her heart although her mom talk with different words..
hahaha..
I won't discuss about this crime story.. But what I learn was from her share. She said she didn't want to meet her mother when another victim more like to meet their friends and family. A simple reasons.. She still feel bad with her mother. Her hatred to her mom still in her heart although her mom talk with different words..
hahaha..
I only laugh when hear her mom's words.. Look like my parent's said when meet their friends / sibblings.. So disgusting..
*sigh
I hate both my parents... but the most one was my mom.. I never care even in bibble say..
"heaven was under mom's foot".
For me..
"What the F** like I care, huh?!"
Today, my mom told 'that words' again..
- You guys NEVER did anything to help her
- Although my father already giver all his money, she say 'it was nothing'. She will 'care' if he can give 3x from he give now.
Today, my mom told 'that words' again..
- You guys NEVER did anything to help her
- Although my father already giver all his money, she say 'it was nothing'. She will 'care' if he can give 3x from he give now.
- You guys only become a burden to her. Better for get out from 'her' house ( in fact, this house was a gift from my dad's ex!boss
and now.. only 3 things in my mind..
- Forget about find any 'lover' ( or choose to never get married )
- Focus to find new jobs with high salary ( as long you can eat and pay your new 'place' )
- Focus to find new place to stay by my self
... this's for now ... I don't know what will happen later...
13 / 04 / 2013
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