F!MotherDay! I hate TODAY

S**!!! I don't care today is Mother!Day or NOT but seriously!!

I really HATE YOU for SURE MOM!!

almost 1 year, I NEVER ASK or REQUEST you ANYTHINGs!! even for FOOD you always GAVE to ME!! The one WHO ask or put that was DAD!!

and only once.. you ask me before give that food.. even.. I already reject it..

but

WHY YOU ALWAYS 'PUT ME' in YOUR ANGER!! You MAD with that F!!Brothers!! and you STILL said I'M USELESS and USED you AS MY PROPERTY????

am I ever SAID THAT???!

when we still able talked, YOU're THE ONE who ALWAYS saw and treat me like your OWN DRIVER - SERVANT or what ever you say and I always did the best I can even i must to throw away my times with my friends for you...

the most of time i spent were help you out.. in kitchen.. take/pick up you.. or think more how to manage this F!Family..

that's why I don't know what teenage!life.. how to have fun.. how to had a lot of friends like the common one.. because my 1st thing in my mind at that time.. 'MUST HELP MY MOM' or 'SHE WILL ANGRY to ME'...

but I GIVE UP and CHOOSE TO KEEP SILENT than make another FIGHT..

and now....

you still KEEP say I'm WAS USELESS?!?!?!! and COMPARE me with that F!!NewMate which what she had done was FOUND her new MATE who really RICH but SHE can't DID much LIKE ME?!?!?

i just wonder..

if you REALLY DON'T WANT TO HAVE ME, then.. WHY YOU MUST TO SAVE ME when I STILL CHILD?!? Just ABANDON ME and LET ME DIED LIKE YOU WANT!!!

S**!!!

and..

you TOO DAD!! You're STUPID and YOU more USELESS than ME!! no wonder NO ONE RESPECT you AS DAD!!! Its TOO LATE, DAD!!! You're the one WHO make THAT F!!MoM always MAD like that!!